All for nothing

My planning and worries, all for nothing. Sunflower said the children couldn't come. I expected this, why did I get so much planned? I told myself I wouldn't go down that road again, N tempted me and here I am, left with frustration. Just have to shrug it off my shoulders and move on. We had a lot going on this coming week anyway. It's tough because we love those kids so much, but just can't seem to spend time with them. Times up.